Bed Hopping

Yes i take him back but i tell everyone no he doesnt live with me. HE Stays for awhile ask me if he can move back in cuz although he stayed every night, i never let him bring his things back.....So i say yes some of his stuff comes back but very little. I do kick him out a lot so i guess he thinks this way he has less stuff thrown out when i get pissed.....This has gone on so long ....when things r good omg it is great the love he shows me i forget about all the pain..... ok so this yo yo bed hop goes on and on ..... so at this point in my life story things r good he is with me. I facebook  so  i post things i do. BTW SAMANTHA knows my email  keep that in mind as i go on....Now my husband has been home for a long while at this point again  things r good. emails start........

SAMANTHA

Ok so im pregnant 4th baby...... he wants to come back home...i let him. well  cheating continues i find her name and number in his cell.  SAMANTHA  i call we talk she tells me how long they have been seeing each other . Since my pregnancy with my 3rd child......she told he he was living with her but he keeps coming back to me. she said she is done with him...she believes in god and knows its wrong to be with a married man......blah blah blah. so  a few more times of him in and out of the house....Baby is born things r ok nooooooo trust at all and lots of suspicions.Me being a new mom moody  i kick him out again. This time my tubes r tied , so yes i still sleep with him when he comes to see the kids.... AFTer all i do love him and we get along really well when we dont live together.WEll one night he stays the night , new baby is about 2 or 3 months ....... KNOCk at the door early morning, he looks out the window tells me its a church lady knocking on doors with the bible. I can tell from the look on his face that he is full of shit. I run open the door......MY first look at SAMANTHA.........She is older then me 10 years older, dressed up in black and white nice looking like she works in a office, or hell like she was going to church. She is a big women....( im big too  he likes bbw's  Big Beautiful Women).....I have only talked to her never seen her.......She says , Im SAMANTHA.... did he tell u he had a girlfriend? I said yea but he didnt tell me it was u again...she says so ur still sleeping with him and u know he has a girlfriend ...... YES i am  he is my husband.... and u  dont mind sleeping with a married man with four kids, u have been knowing about me and it didnt stop u from sleeping with him...... Well thats when she tells me, "well did he tell u i am pregnant"......OOOOOOOOHHHHH hellllllll nnnnooooo..... Well she is crying and im more of a hot headed person. So I  hit him and then got the frying pan off the stove hit him with that.(to bad it wasnt an iron pan).   He runs off.... well she stayed and talks.... i told her that day  She fucked up by letting her self get pregnant. I promised her on that day that she would never have him all to her self. He has never been able to stay away from me. I told her on that day i was gonna let him move back in. That night he moved in...........  I took him back to be a Bitch mostly,,,and i still loved him.....Again things are good really good im happy we dont talk about her , he is  a good husband again .....time passes by we get a new bigger house more space for all our kiddos.....kinda forgot about her or that she had said she was pregnant . Open the mail one day  i found a child support notice saying he is behind on his payments by a few hundred ...i blow up cuz he never told me had been paying child support. Never told me about seeing the kid or nothing. ..... again i kick him out cuz he kept it from me and i dont trust him not to sleep with SAMANTHA when he sees the kid.....every time i kick him out he goes back to her. He always denies it though.  YES i still sleep with him tubes r tied, still my husband so i figure what the hell.  I get a call one morning its her asking me if he is with me cuz he didnt go home to her...she asked how long have we been sleeping together this time.... I truthfully told her One week after i kicked him out.....well she kicks him out guess who takes him back. YUP me.....

well my marriage has always been crazy...we kinda grew up together. Lived in the same apartments. He hung out with my best friends boy friend. He was always around.  I was 13 years old, he was 16. same school, same friends, he wasnt my type but i was 13 had no type. He started with the notes. Do u like me yes or no type stuff. Well long story short, He was my 1st boyfriend and a year later I lost my virginity with him.  I was his first aswell. About a year after that i got pregnant. After my son was born i moved in with him at his parents. we had problems but nothing to bad.  I moved back to my moms about 5 hours away , not cause of r problems but at the time i didnt get along with his mom.  i was gone for about a month , we talked every night.  I told him i could do it on my own if he thought he wasnt ready. My mom and family r great i would have help... He sold his junky car and a few of his belongings to get a plane ticket to come be with us. All is good, but we want to go back to dfw area... so we come home to get a place of are own . I am 17 years old and have to be married to have an apartment. MOm signs papers we get married...Mom get an apartment in the same complex.all is good.... ok there is a few suspicions of cheating no proof and no big problems....


so we r good we want another baby my son is almost 4 ..so we get pregnant have a girl... He takes care of me... He gets up with the baby with me ....Many nights we would lay in bed playing uno waiting for the baby to wake up. Again there was problems but so many good things to trump any bad.... He didnt hit me, Never called me names always said i love u. good with the kids.So many good things i really felt love on good days.......bad days started getting more and more tho ....drinking more on weekends late nights.... but again it was weekends bad week days good....well a few years later we move need a bigger apartment. a few weeks after the move i find out im pregnant. THings  start slowly getting bad. More nights that he dont come home.... fights but yet he still says he loves me. I remember finding lipstick on a shirt and i kick him out... he tells me he loves me and he is sorry. i take him back after all im due to have a new baby.......things r good again .we get a house....the crap starts up again new baby born i spend most of the time with out him. He is cheating i know it i kick him out..... ME being stupid i would still slepp with him when he would stop in to see the kiddos........I have a iud birth control im safe i . u .d. last 5 to 10 years im good....WRONG.....my new baby is about two months old and i end up pregnant by my husband that i kicked out for cheating....................I found out about SAMANTHA (girlfriend)

sick love

My husband that i hate to love, where should i start.... Really quick ill tell u why i have hate for him. Number 1 reason, I have shared him for almost half of my marriage. #  2  he got her pregnant after or right before our 4th child was born. #3 My sick love triangle that has been my marriage. #5 Why after all i have been through with him i cant stop loving him...........anyways readers, if u choose to read this , I warn u  i cant spell well and im kinda gonna be all over the place with my feelings.... I will probably post emails from his girlfriend and of my replies.....warning of bad language and sexual content. when i get mad i have a dirty mouth and its gonna show.