SAMANTHA

Ok so im pregnant 4th baby...... he wants to come back home...i let him. well  cheating continues i find her name and number in his cell.  SAMANTHA  i call we talk she tells me how long they have been seeing each other . Since my pregnancy with my 3rd child......she told he he was living with her but he keeps coming back to me. she said she is done with him...she believes in god and knows its wrong to be with a married man......blah blah blah. so  a few more times of him in and out of the house....Baby is born things r ok nooooooo trust at all and lots of suspicions.Me being a new mom moody  i kick him out again. This time my tubes r tied , so yes i still sleep with him when he comes to see the kids.... AFTer all i do love him and we get along really well when we dont live together.WEll one night he stays the night , new baby is about 2 or 3 months ....... KNOCk at the door early morning, he looks out the window tells me its a church lady knocking on doors with the bible. I can tell from the look on his face that he is full of shit. I run open the door......MY first look at SAMANTHA.........She is older then me 10 years older, dressed up in black and white nice looking like she works in a office, or hell like she was going to church. She is a big women....( im big too  he likes bbw's  Big Beautiful Women).....I have only talked to her never seen her.......She says , Im SAMANTHA.... did he tell u he had a girlfriend? I said yea but he didnt tell me it was u again...she says so ur still sleeping with him and u know he has a girlfriend ...... YES i am  he is my husband.... and u  dont mind sleeping with a married man with four kids, u have been knowing about me and it didnt stop u from sleeping with him...... Well thats when she tells me, "well did he tell u i am pregnant"......OOOOOOOOHHHHH hellllllll nnnnooooo..... Well she is crying and im more of a hot headed person. So I  hit him and then got the frying pan off the stove hit him with that.(to bad it wasnt an iron pan).   He runs off.... well she stayed and talks.... i told her that day  She fucked up by letting her self get pregnant. I promised her on that day that she would never have him all to her self. He has never been able to stay away from me. I told her on that day i was gonna let him move back in. That night he moved in...........  I took him back to be a Bitch mostly,,,and i still loved him.....Again things are good really good im happy we dont talk about her , he is  a good husband again .....time passes by we get a new bigger house more space for all our kiddos.....kinda forgot about her or that she had said she was pregnant . Open the mail one day  i found a child support notice saying he is behind on his payments by a few hundred ...i blow up cuz he never told me had been paying child support. Never told me about seeing the kid or nothing. ..... again i kick him out cuz he kept it from me and i dont trust him not to sleep with SAMANTHA when he sees the kid.....every time i kick him out he goes back to her. He always denies it though.  YES i still sleep with him tubes r tied, still my husband so i figure what the hell.  I get a call one morning its her asking me if he is with me cuz he didnt go home to her...she asked how long have we been sleeping together this time.... I truthfully told her One week after i kicked him out.....well she kicks him out guess who takes him back. YUP me.....